bethlehem steel / colder / me |
i like me
it's not that i
don't like myself
it's not my self-hate
that makes him hate me
that makes me hate him
it's something older than like
something ancient and cruel
something unforgiving
something from the days of dinosaurs, of large beasts patrolling the landscape
days of fierce heat and horrible cold
days interminably long and physicalities unbelievably large
something desperate
life-seizing that no longer saves us
life-seizing is killing us
or at any rate
will kill this love and the relationship that was built on the hope of the continuation of this love
something old and very very ugly and wrongly brought here to a world of love
and light
where glistening dew enchants dark forests
and birds call the sun to rise