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the whole time
no kidding
the whole time
really
the whole time
never wavered
always the same
but
i kept hoping
he would change
in spite of the fact that the whole time he was always the same
clearly, those were times when hope was a form of madness
a sort of demandingness that kept a desperately passionate self denial alive
with a terrible sense of futility dragging like a big dead fish off the side
of a small boat
hanging by a thread
no kidding
the whole time
he never gave me any reason to think
he would change
but i did
think that
the whole time