An Intrinsic Exquisite

tragedy

I don't want to be loved like that

I don't want to be bullied

I don't want to always be the passive one
on the bottom
fuck me, fuck me

I do like that

sometimes

but not all the time

I don't want you to assume I am
the same person today I was
yesterday or even this morning

I want you to wonder about me
to really look at me

I don't want to be forced to repeat
my bad and good patterns

I want to make new patterns

I want to notice myself
and wonder what I will do