An Intrinsic Exquisite

the sun

or a black hole?

shining is a lot of work

destroying your self and becoming yourself in one extreme moment of self immolation
is this worth the effort?

would it be better to be a black hole?

get heavier and heavier

acquire and dense up til there's nothing left
but the implosion of me sucking, taking

breathing in and transforming

why do I value one process and not the other?