An Intrinsic Exquisite

belligerent light



singing belligerently
I will myself to be strong

effete I tender disrupture
and evince chaos

circling ever greater
to be ever nearer

I seem to be slipping into infinity
it's dark in here

it's dark out there

I'm cold

love the sun
love the men

love to dissolve into sparkling bits of air
after crashing my darkness into their light

their cruelly belligerent light
their light that can't stop moving forward
any more than my dark can stop
suckingthem in

we suck and push til we delight
in the pleasures of what we cannot change