singing belligerently
I will myself to be strong
effete I tender disrupture
and evince chaos
circling ever greater
to be ever nearer
I seem to be slipping into infinity
it's dark in here
echoes
it's dark out there
I'm cold
love the sun
love the men
love to dissolve into sparkling bits of air
after crashing my darkness into their light
their cruelly belligerent light
their light that can't stop moving forward
any more than my dark can stop
suckingthem in
we suck and push til we delight
in the pleasures of what we cannot change
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