Psycho Somatics or a Long Night of Ecological Understanding by Temi Rose

Written for Computers and Writing Conference 2002

revised paper for Kairos


We are only limited by what we can imagine.

I wonder if all that passes as professional, scientific, empirical writing is a form of science fiction, putting imagination up against what is and what might be, formulating u- or dis-topias -- nowheres where we can aim our small educator ships on asymptotic journeys of self-discovery.

Section 1: Situational Evaluations

Premise #1: All our thinking and understanding is based on our prior knowledge, our experience. We have his/herstory but only select elements of our past are available to be known, fewer still to be analyzed, and even fewer communicable.

Post-modern concepts of relativity clearly owe Einstein, but Albert was only one thinker among many growing relativist matrices. Tolstoy in War and Peace ponders whether Napoleon was a product, a representative of his time or a formulator and leader, an 'inventor.' Albert was as much embedded as unfolder.

Interestingly, chicken and egg ponderings do not result in conclusions. However, they can delineate parameters for possible solutions. Hence the famous argument as to whether light exists and operates as a particle or a wave was unresolvable because a collaborative theory of light was inconceivable in totality.

Our understanding cannot hold a theory whole in which particles and waves are one, so we parse our images and deal with succinct, distinct qualities one at a time, each as if opposed but actually incomplete without one another.

We are at all times and in all ways limited creatures. We must limit the world in our conceptual systems in order to work, will, or think. It is impossible even to contemplate the universe in its ontological splendor without segmenting our wonder into particles or waves, objects or dynamics.

Premise #2: Our ideas and thoughts, theories and formulations are the living coral reefs we continuously build while we live within them.

Ok, goals and purposes….urgh… we are often hearing the cliché that people are purpose-driven, goal-driven - and I think we see this especially in the United States where people seem almost incapable of sharing appreciative existential moments without a commercial or acquisitive aspect entwined.

Nevertheless, I question the fundament of this over-used proposition. The proposition as presently used implies that people arise with a purpose. Well, if that were indeed the case most therapists and educators would have nothing to do. It is more accurate to maintain that we are driven to find purpose and meaning both in the universe that surrounds us and in the multiverse that is us. Our drive to illuminate purposiveness keeps away our terror of emptiness, death and abandonment. We want to believe that we have purpose both as a species and as individuals.

If it is inbuilt to be purposeful then why is it so hard to train our students to set and achieve goals? I think that creating purpose is fundamental to creating communicable meaning. Educators become involved in the process of purpose building, not for its own sake, but because without a sense of purpose, it is impossible to create interpersonal, negotiable meaning, i.e. a viable identity.

Certainly there is tremendous evidence that human beings are meaning-makers. We can make meaning out of anything. Meaning-making seems to be a quality of human sentience. We create relationship with those things that seem significant to us and as we name these relationships, we create communicable meaningfulness. Creating metaphors, human participate in the dance of life. The origin of our awareness certainly owes a great deal to survival and necessity but what makes us distinctly human, what distinguishes us from other sentient beings, is our ability to alter and create new meanings. And this we do always in the context of an other, in the context of communication, in the context of relationship with other human beings. Therefore, our uniquely human meaning-making capacity is essentially and irreducibly social, relational, interpersonal.

I feel stifled and incapable of expressing myself. All around me are articulated representations of warlike, competitive structures and their workings are ineluctable - they work. All I can juxtapose to the war machine are stirrings in the loins of my imagination, a generative need of my soul to birth ideas of collaboration and co-operation.

Like Napoleon, we take part, we are embedded, in our time and place, and we generate, we are leaders, each in our own way.

Premise #3: The shame of Nazi collusion haunts socially committed intellectuals as we carry the weight of comprehending how fascism could have been so attractive to intelligent people. And the fear that in this time we are as blind to our own collusion with soul-destroying systems, keeps lamps burning and keyboards tapping in the ghost-filled night.

We cruise time back to Socrates and see that hypocrisy has lain at the heart of western intellectual thought: sophistry, betrayal, exorcism, slavery, early democracy, oligarchy, the cult of demagogues, all show themselves in their budding clarity.
And the debate as to the origin of writing: Was writing invented to keep track of business transactions? Or did we begin to write to capture and share poetic ecstasies? Or was religion the driving force? Or state control the original impetus? Regardless of origin, there has evolved a tension between the thinking and writing promoting special interests, and the thinking and writing promoting community involvement. Special interests take on a militaristic guise, while community takes on a mystical shimmering.

Mystical thinking perceived itself as elite as did the military mind and each developed a unique type of teaching, both of which remain with us today. Training for work takes its tone from the military, liberal arts from the mystical. The hustle and bustle of everyday life has never had time for the reflection of mystics and poets. Time for inner dialogue, visions, emotional searching, and propositional argument is lacking in the more directed activities of engineering farms, dams, and aqueducts. Plato was not original in prescribing the banishment of poets from education and the republic. Poets by their very nature are anathema to organized schooling. The nature of the poetic activity disdains the time frames and place names suitable to a military-industrial complex.

In the underlying flow of a poet's dialogue with the ontological, lies a subtlety not simple but tensile. The premise of nuclear power is that if you break the bonds whose nature is to hold life together, you release an astounding amount of energy. So the obverse must be true, there is a tremendous power holding life in its flow. And poets are the interpreters of this power called life.

Premise #4: The figure/ground nature of perception suggests that any thing that exists in the material world is held together, maintained, and shaped by the world around it. This is not so much a process of communication as a process of will. Breaking this will destroys the universe.

Can technology enter education without destroying its will? I believe it can. It seems to me that traditional education was often rightfully critiqued for destroying the will of students. Technology might give students the strength to balance the power that teachers hold in the classroom. Technology might bring in the revolution that the sit-ins and riots of the late 1960's did not.

Perhaps the end of the world that the millennium predicted was really the end of the world as we have known it, the end of an idea of how the world ought to be. Even the stodgy Wharton Business school academics write in great detail of the importance of collaboration to sustain global competition. Perhaps what we are never really changes, perhaps only our way of interpreting what we are changes. Perhaps now we are ready to notice collaboration, co-operation, creative conflict, negotiated meaning-making. These things were always there but war, famine, greed, accelerated commercial activity got our attention.

Even in Plato's time there were people who owned stuff and people who didn’t. The people who owned stuff owned so much stuff that they couldn't use it without getting the people who didn't own stuff to run it for them. The people who didn't have stuff still needed to eat and be sheltered. In short, people without stuff needed to be around stuff. That's how people without stuff ended up working for, or even enslaved by the people who owned stuff. It's not so different today. George Carlin said he knew the secret of life in 3rd grade: DON'T DIE. So you can look at the workers and the owners, the masters and the slaves, the managers and the labor force, the elite and the masses - and you can concentrate on what divides them. Or you can look at these groups as actuating primitive means of co-operation. So too with teachers and students.

Always the old is dying and the new is being born. By the time we ready our presentations and stand up to teach, what we have to say is old. The young are listening with their hands and minds full of newness that we cannot know. Some relational dynamic between us is necessary, it does not have to be one of intrinsic or ultimate worth. We need each other. They need to know what we know. We need them to live. We are the subjects as well as the authors as we stand in front of our students.

Section 2: Analytic Evaluations

Learning is change, alterations made to consciousness. Even as we design those changes and are pleased to see the alterations we, as teachers, have planned for our students, some alterations will shock us and perhaps not be as pleasant as we would have wished them to be.

Agents of learning: Is the agent of learning the teacher or the student? Is the one who conveys the information the agent or the one who receives the information? I would say that if they are both changed, if it is an authentic conversation with the unknown-answer questions as vital as the known-answer questions, then the learning is co-agentic. Any other kind of learning, from learning alone to didactic lectures, lacks the power of co-agentic learning.

Traditionally we only allow co-agentic learning at the very highest levels of authorship. Many years of training are the pre-requisite to entering the conversation as a partner who has enough authority to be given the rights of co-agency. No amount of expertise or training gives one human being more value than another. But our culture believes that we can increase the worth of persons by increasing their training. We take for granted that a nuclear physicist is more valuable to our society than an AIDS patient or a homeless person. On exactly the same grounds we take for granted that men are more valuable than women and that white people are more valuable than any other kind.

Feminist Resistance to Industrial and Military Purposes: Who determines the purposes of education? Only dealing with the United States for now, since our experience of democracy is quite unlike that in any other country. The mandate for public education is justified as necessary to maintain democracy. Democracy requires of its citizens participatory responsibilities and these are understood to be deliberative and careful deliberation is known to require education.

It is a feminist axiom that the way we presently story information and the type of information that we choose to store reflect patriarchal values. Even if a woman achieves brilliant success in her lifetime, her work is made to disappear from written histories. So each woman must recreate herstory each time she wishes to contribute to society, she does so without access to knowledge relevant to her struggles to make meaning in her existential now. Just so the stories of those who have worked collaboratively, educatively, outside of industrial, military purposes has been allowed to disappear, making it onerous for those of us who wish to do that work today.

Resisting the feeling of isolation is important. Peace work has been going on throughout time, it is only now that we may have a chance to carve our stories into an electronic, decentered, shared knowledge base.

Finally
Conversations do not reveal knowledge, they constitute knowledge. We need to be together to know. Silence is not a good choice, silence is incarnate loneliness. We can make our students less lonely, we can share the conversation with them.