It’s a mystery to me

Why I do what I do

Why he says what he does

It’s an ambition of mine

To be able to accept and comprehend at the same time

I can’t do it

Not at all

I can only accept and then later try to comprehend or

I can wait until my comprehension g-r-a-d-u-a-l-l-y leads me to acceptance

either way it sucks