women's poetry for a change issue # 62 fall 2004 | |||||||||||||
when you take the cross away from jesus, he looks like he's
flying | |||||||||||||
the weight of memory and past defeat overwhelms a sunny Sunday what makes the world heavy on me today? | |||||||||||||
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hope is gone all i
ever hoped for - gone possibility dies here is there a way to live i can learn every step on shards of glass shredding my intestines bursting from horror if i had not loved him it's inconceivable - to see him was to love him an ecstatic reality i lived on an island friends and lovers were easy on me i was aaking's daughter but i never felt my power til i saw him standing there the sun shining on his shoulders all i could be was to fall inside his shoulders into his heart lifted carried - he smiled every gesture my hopefulness when he kissed me when we lay together he showed me a depth in me a spirit of wild hunger i would do anything for him and he he never said he would do anything for me he said i could come with him and then my will vanished don't blame him i did the killing he took the spoils the texture is he never loved me i see that feel its devastation now temi rose | |||||||
bits of glass turn up in the yard | |||||||
hopelessly grey, he said really? she said | |||||||
Mars Café: Out of this World better than church bells ringing | ||||||||||
this feels like loneliness silent | ||||||||||
Innocence Betrayed my mind is scarred | ||||||||||
A Man is my Enemy i cannot stroll
the streets of the city in which I was born fear prowls me when I leave my car i am never safe. I am a target my fear does not lie on the chance some tiger will leap on me man is my enemy man with his secret weapon cocked i fear this weapon that gluts the egos of men towering over cowering women destroyers of dignity, home, children the innate rapist each man is Eleanor Kodofsky | ||||||||||
Civilization 1945 don't picture the shallow grave | ||||||||
this is a silly em remember intimacy self-sustains | ||||||||
marriage is a miserable bargain for women uniting? | ||||||||
Disease and Armaments how much atrocity | ||||||||
you gotta do what you gotta do if I knew how to say what I wanted to say
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he desires a love he cannot be in love do not pass go do not exist in a state of loving abusers | ||||||||
Woman of Courage i never met this beautiful woman in the photograph | ||||||
How do i really feel? how do i really feel when you blame me how do i really feel when you shame me how do i really feel when you threaten me how do i really feel when you talk about my cunt my breasts, my person or my child? and i don't like it i walk away wander into a private world of friends my heart reaches out then i must go outside meet the real world again my hand on a cool brass doorknob a black boot in my belly i fall writhe past becoming afraid i am terror terrorized by the look in your eyes i no longer trust i don't reach for too much i can be part of your support system, why can't you be part of mine? he wants to trade things for love i try to explain, we become lost in counter explanations i am beginning to feel he should find himself a woman who can be bought and buy her and then when those needs are satisfied - maybe - we can be friends i wasn't born to be a masturbation device i wasn't born to be nice i think i've been born more than twice i'm not made of sugar not made of spice i eat brown rice the puerto rican men play dice on Saturdays they play the radio and kids get dirty and their wives drinks beer | ||||||
i thought you were a poem i thought you were my destiny i thought we would be together no gossiping, confiding or adventuring |
it's darker than usual tonight bad news floating in with the tide remains | |||||||
dearest obstacle obviate, obfuscate me | ||||||||
circumstantial evidence apparently not enough but that's all i have to relate | ||||||||
I weep as women weep as if the whole world were bleeding floods of noisy sobs | ||||||||
5760 the stirring of a new maelstrom in my 6000 year old bones | ||||||||
Abortion bring four hundred one dollar bills! | ||||||||