turmoil and agony
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something's going on somewhere
maybe in my own heart
i dread to walk out the door to meet the fate that awaits
what if the horror escapes its boundaries and falls full
frontal on moi?
moi? the hopelessly incapable
moi? the relentless romantic
moi? the loneliest person on earth
i don't know if i can bear any more pain
and as soon as i say that i think, oh my god, don't use
that as an excuse
to show me that indeed i can
don't take umbrage at me, take pity and leave me alone
don't pour your rage into my little cup til storms explode
in my face
i'm thirsty
wanting
wishing to drink of the milk of human kindness
searching for the dairy that sells this longlost, almost
iconic, certainly as rare as a
unicorn condiment
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